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Week 2 of seminary

Two weeks of seminary classes done… I’m enjoying the classes so far. The Hebrew Bible class is interesting and the History of Christian Thought class is, well, history… 🙂 The Theories of Change class has really piqued my interest though, at least for the moment. Our first assigned reading is sections about Mircea Eliade from the book “The Archetype of Initiation” by Robert L. Moore (disclaimer: Moore is also the professor teaching this class). The readings discuss the creation of transforming sacred space and the need for rituals and ritual leaders. I find this fascinating as a way of answering the question of how does humankind find the divine. It makes one think about what Christian worship services could be but often aren’t: a way of meeting the divine to transform ourselves into beings meeting our full potential. Or at least beings on the path to living out our full potential… Eventually, I want to go back and read this entire book. This may be a topic that helps clarify where I’m going on my own life journey. We shall see…

I see my interest in shamanistic practices in this same vein… practices which can be used to connect with the divine in a transforming way. I’ve signed up for some advanced training in shamanic healing methods and I’m getting excited about it. How can I use this to transform and heal myself, others, and the natural world? How can this be integrated into my journey along the path of the Christian tradition? I think these are exciting questions!

First week of school

Well, I’m about to begin the second week of my seminary experience. First impressions… lots of reading, lots of papers, and really long days commuting to Chicago. I’m not sure how I’m going to get all the reading done. Hopefully, I can figure out what to skip or how to skim through it faster. I normally tend to read slowly, though, wanting to catch every word. Right now, I’m just trying to get through it. I’m not sure I’m really retaining that much. Of course, it doesn’t help when after a half hour of reading I get an overwhelming urge to nap 🙂

It’s Sunday already and I still have some reading left and a paper to write for Tuesday… I have tomorrow free to work on it, but I’ve got things to do today. I’m sure glad I don’t have a job at the moment. I sure don’t see how people can manage working and school at the same time, although from a practical standpoint I’ll probably eventually have to figure that out too.

Some random thoughts

Went golfing yesterday… did pretty good on the front nine and pretty bad on the back nine. As frustrating as golf can be, it is still a nice way to get outside into the sunshine, though. I wish I could afford to golf more often. A few more times this year and I’m probably done until next Spring.

Seems like I’m bleeding money… school is going to be expensive… I need to find some income to get through, but I do kind of like the idea of not working this first semester. It’s been a long time since I’ve been back in school. I’m not sure how I’ll react when things actually start rolling next week.

Tigers are 5.5 games back… I thought they were going to get on a roll beating the Yankees 3 out of 4 but they can’t seem to keep it going. Oh well, doesn’t look like I’ll have the playoffs distracting me from school work 🙂

Thinking of taking some more shamanic training. I’ve learned shamanic journeying in the past and had a little bit of more advanced training. Now I have an opportunity to take some training on shamanic healing methods. I’m really interested, but there is the money factor… I also haven’t been keeping up my journeying so I’m a little rusty. I’m not sure if I should add this on top of school.

I think I need to step back from my local church stuff too. I’m on four committees, two of which are a significant commitment. Something has to go, I think.

I hope life settles down now. With getting ready for school and taking care of things for my Mom (who is now temporarily in a nursing facility to rehab the broken leg), I’ve been eating badly and spending too much money. Unfortunately, I have a feeling things will stay chaotic with classes starting Tuesday.

CTS orientation

Finally getting around to some thoughts on Orientation for school. It was pretty interesting. The first few days were mainly a getting to know you exercise for the incoming students. We were asked to draw pictures and symbols that told our individual stories and then each person got up to 20 minutes to talk about their story. It was impressive how open people were right from the start. It was unfortunate that I had to leave when we were only through about 3/4 of the stories. I did tell mine though before I left.

I’m not sure what kind of sense of community will develop. The orientation was nice, but a lot of students are part time and/or commuters. I know for me, it seems like it will be hard to feel like part of the seminary community when I’ll be in and out of Chicago just for classes. But, everyone was nice and friendly. We’ll see how it goes.

I’m not sure there’s much more interesting to say about the orientation. After the get to know you thing, there was a couple of days of informational meetings and registering for classes. I missed one of those days so I’ll have a few things to take care of when I’m back in Chicago next week.

What a weekend

Just a quick note because I’m wore out… Orientation was good… I’ll try to record my thoughts on that soon. I was supposed to be at school for a retreat and orientation from last Thursday through Tuesday. Unfortunately, I had to come home due to a family emergency (my Mom broke her leg) so I missed most of Saturday, Sunday, and Tuesday. I did make it back to register for classes on Monday. Most of my time has been taking care of Mom. I’m happy to do it, but worrying is stressful 🙂 I think everything is all right now.

Classes start next Tuesday. I have two classes on Tuesday and one on Wednesday. A full load is four classes, but I couldn’t find a fourth that fit into my commuting schedule. My classes are “People and Faith of Israel I”, “Theories of Change and Personal Transformation”, and “History of Christian Thought.” I’m really looking forward to it, but I expect it will be a big challenge to be back in college after 17 years.

Orientation starts tomorrow

Well, tomorrow I leave for orientation for new students at Chicago Theological Seminary. Kind of scary. I’m definitely pushing out of my comfort zone. But I’m also really looking forward to it. I’ve been thinking a lot about why I’m going and what I feel my “call” is. No significant answers at the moment which, I think, is part of the reason this feels scary. My only plan is to see how this fall semester goes and then re-evaluate from there. Hopefully things will become more clear as I get into this.

Chicago day trip

Went to Chicago on Monday with a couple of friends to check out the city some more. We drove to Indiana and took the commuter train into the city. About 3 hours to get there that way. It would be about 2.5 hours driving straight through, but taking the train means I don’t have the stress of parking and driving in rush hour traffic. We made sure I knew how to find the seminary from the train stop and then went off to explore the rest of the city. Getting around was pretty easy. We used the bus, subway and a free trolley that runs during the summer. We went to the Shedd Aquarium, which was nice. We wanted to see the whales but the exhibit was closed as the mama whale had just given birth a few days earlier. After that we went to Millenium Park. The rest of the day was mainly walking around and getting to know how to move around the city. It was fun. A good day with good friends.

Welcome!

My first official post… I’m probably about the last person anyone would expect to start a blog. I’m usually a very private person, but perhaps I’ve got something to say that others would be interested in… 🙂

About me… My name is Ken. I’m a 41 year old gay man. My occupation has always been computer related, but I’m about to start a new journey that has motivated me to create this online journal. In a couple of weeks, I’ll start seminary at Chicago Theological Seminary. I’ll be commuting one or two days a week from Michigan. I’m not currently working so I’ll probably be devoting all my time to this endeavor at least for the fall semester. I’ll be working on a Master of Divinity degree. I already have a MS from Western Michigan University in Computer Science (1990) and a BA from Kalamazoo College (1988). So it’s been 17 years since I’ve been a student in a formal college class! Should be interesting…

I probably should talk a little about my spiritual journey to this point and what led me to try seminary on for size. I think I’ll do that in another post.

Other interests of mine… GLBT issues, the Detroit Tigers, golf, movies, books… maybe I’ll chime in on some of those subjects as well 🙂

Anyway, I hope there’s something interesting and of value here. Please come back and visit.

Blessings to you!

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